I love my kids so much. I really do. I would do anything for them. Sure, I lose my patience with them more times than I would care to admit on this blog, but they really are my world. These days with them home with me are so precious, and I truly treasure this time as they seem to get older each day. I get teary-eyed while writing this.
Today we visited Festival Park in Elgin. If you live in the area, it's a great (free!) park for kids of all ages. There are fountains that come up out of the ground as well as a climbing area that the older ones can enjoy. Both boys are always a bit hesitant when we arrive. But, once in they get in the fountains, they thoroughly enjoy themselves (as you can see in the photos)! Gavin spent most of the day in the stroller, but I did take him out for a few moments to splash in the water. Wow! What a water baby! He LOVED it! It was too hard to capture a photo of him, but trust me, his face was priceless. Brayden, the always doting older brother, was so encouraging and playful with Gavin. And Landon, the fearless adventurer, was adorable as ever.
Sometimes I am really proud of my kids. Brayden is at the age where the discipline issues are not usually ones of outright defiance, but of internal 'heart' issues. We spend a lot of time discussing 'good choices' that please Jesus, versus 'bad choices' that make Jesus sad. I have been very proud of Brayden lately for making 'good choices' that honor Jesus. He is not at the place yet that he has accepted Christ as his Savior, but he clearly loves Jesus and wants to please him. And when he makes those good choices, it is so rewarding. All of those moments spent disciplining him seem to pay off. I wonder if that is how God feels when we obey him. I know I personally have such a long way to go in making 'good choices'. It is the internal sin that I struggle with. My thoughts, attitudes, and 'issues of the heart' are the things that I want to please Christ. So I guess both Brayden and I will continue to work on this daily. :)